Yabaye indaya butwi afite imyaka icyenda, ariko ubu ni umukozi w’Imana

Nitwa MUKANKURANGA Jacqueline navutse mu mwaka w’1988, mvukira mu mujyi wa Kigali ahitwa mu rubonobono, ahazwi nko mu (kidelenka) namenye ubwenge nsanga iwacu ari njye mukuru, mama yari akijijwe ariko papa yari umusinzi, nkura mbona mama akandamizwa na papa ariko kuko yari akijijwe akabyihanganira, iwacu nta nzara twari dufite na mba kuko twararyaga, tukanywa, mbese nta kibazo cy’imibereho twari dufite kuko mama yari umucuruzi.

Kubera ko aho twari dutuye mu kidelenka habaga indaya nyinshi n’abanywarumogi, namenye ubwenge nisanga muri ubwo buzima bubi, ku buryo ku myaka icyenda yonyine nari nzi kunywa urumogi rwinshi, iby’urumogi bivaho mba indaya butwi ku buryo ubu sinamenya umubare w’abagabo cyangwa abasore twaryamanye kuko ni benshi,

Iwacu ntacyo batakoze ngo bampane, papa agakubita, mama na we akansengera ariko biba iby’ubusa ndagenda ndangirika, ndibuka ko ku myaka 12 narinzi icyo gukora, nanywaga urumogi ubundi nkajya gushaka abo nsambana na bo, ubuzima bukaba ubwo kwiyambika ubusa kugirango abagabo bankunde kuko ikintu cya mbere kiranga indaya ni imyambarire idahwitse, igihe cyaje kugera rero mara iminsi myinshi mu rugo batazi aho mba, ndi kumwe n’umugabo aza tugasambana uko abyumva
Ubu buraya no kunywa urumogi nabibayemo kugeza ku myaka 18 ariko icyo gihe cyose nta mahoro nigeze mbonamo na make, wari umuruho gusa kuko hari abo namburaga,twahura bagashaka kunta mu muhanda ngo mpfe ariko Imana igakinga ukuboko nkabaho

Mu byukuri uretse Imana ihindura ubuhamya, nababajwe n’iminsi yanjye ya kera kuko aho nacaga hose bandyaniraga inzara ngo dore ya ndaya yo kwa john, nari narashaje narabaye agakecuru ndakushuka bikabije, papa yarankubise akanterura agakubita hasi ariko nkabyuka nkasubirayo, aha ndagirango nsabe ababyeyi ntibagakosoze umwana inkoni ahubwo bajye bamubwiza umunwa ubundi basenge cyane umwana azumva.

Igihe cyaje kugera rero umugabo umwe aranshuka cyane ambwira ko azampa icyo nshaka ubundi akazajya ansambanya, ubwo naragiye ariko sinarinzi ko uwo mugabo arwaye SIDA aransambanya biteye ubwoba kuko yarankingiranaga we n’umugore we kuko yari yarabwiye umugore ko yanzanye kugirango ajye angabanyirizamo ubwandu bwa SIDA, yataha akaza tugasambana ubuzima buba ubwo, noneho ndagenda ndabora neza neza kugezaho we n’umugore we bagambiriye kundoha kuko babonaga ntazabaho,nari mpamaze umwaka nkora ubwo buretwa.

Nyuma rero bari mu mugambi wo kundoha nibwo umugabo yakoze impanuka agonga umuntu arapfa bahita bamufunga, ubwo umugore ahita afata umwanzuro wo kuncuruza kugirango abone amafaranga azamubeshaho we n’umwana we ndabyanga, maze kubyanga ararakara cyane ajya gushaka indaya zabaga hafi aho anshinja ko namwibye ibihumbi bitanu kandi ko ngomba kuyakorera, ndabyanga za ndaya ziraza zirankubita cyane,zinkorera ibya mfura mbi zigeza n’aho zizana essence zishaka kuntwika, ubwo byari bigeze nko mu mu saa sita z’ijoro ndiruka cyane mbona nisanze mu maboko ya polisi mbabwira ibyambayeho byose.

Ubwo rero ni nabwo bahamagaye mama aza kundeba arampimisha asanga nta sida mfite anjyana mu rugo aranyondora, maze gukira mfite imyaka 16 nibwo namenyanye n’umugabo tubana uyu munsi kuko yari umusore w’imyaka 20 yacuruzaga shikarete n’amazi muri gare turamenyana cyane akajya angurira ibiryo aho muri gare, tukajyana mu mupira kuko yari umufana ukomeye wa Rayon sport ariko njyewe icyo nari ngambiriye kwari ukumurya umutima nkamurya amafaranga gusa, rero naje kumusura iwe mu rugo mpita mpakura inda y’umwana wa mbere witwa Fabrice,

Ubwo namenye ko nasamye inda igeze mu mezi atandatu ndagenda ndabimubwira arangije ati nta kibazo ariko nta bushobozi mfite bwo gutunga umugore, ndataha ngeze mu rugo bati zana uwaguteye inda, araza ageze mu rugo bareba uko ameze bakubitwa n’inkuba barikanga kuko yari nta kigenda, agahinda karabica, ahita yemera ko azamfashiriza mu rugo ariko asohotse ahita abura burundu .

Aza kugaruka inda igeze mu mezi icyenda turaganira ansaba kuza mu rugo ngezeyo nsanga afite aka matelas gato, chaise eshatu, ubuzima bubi cyane, ariko ndemera ndagenda ndibuka ko nahageze kuwa kane, ku cyumweru ndabyara, umusore ntiyabyemera ahita apanga gucika ngo yigendere ariko yinjiye mu bitaro ngo arebe ko nabyaye koko asanga umwana barasa nk’intobo, ahebera urwaje nyine turagumana,
Nkimara kubyara inzara yaranyishe, irandya ku buryo bukomeye, nambara ubusa abantu barabimenya, tukajya mu nzu njye n’umugabo n’umwana twese tukarira hakabura uhoza undi kubera inzara,

Igihe kiza kugera rero umugabo abona akazi gatunguranye akajya yinjiza amafaranga nkagirango si ayacu, ubwo umurengwe uba urinjiye rero nsubira mu nzoga no mu myambarire idahwitse, mu cyumweru nkisukisha kabiri, umugabo ndagenda ndamunanira neza neza, nkamuraza hanze kenshi, ndamuzengereza cyane, ajya iwacu abwira mama ko namunaniye, mama amusaba kunkubita cyane, araza akajya ankubita ariko bikanga

Ubwo umugabo yaje kurambirwa kuko nari naramunaniye neza neza, afata icyemezo cyo kunyirukana,

Ntuzacikwe n’icige cya nyuma kirimo uko Jacqueline yakiriye Yesu nk’umwami n’umukiza we………..

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