Ubuhamya bwa Muziranenge wahoranaga ikibazo cyo guhwera

Nitwa Muziranenge, navukiye mu muryango w’aba catholique qriko njyewe sinigeze mbibona kuko namenye ubwenge Mama adahari bambwira ko yapfuye murumuna wanjye wa kabiri afite ibyumweru bibiri, nakuze nsanga umuryango wacu warahawe akato mu zindi famille z’iwacu kuko ngo mama yajyaga aduhisha iyo babaga bageze mu gihe cyo kubandwa ngo kuko atifuzaga ko twajya muri iyo mihango kubera ko we yasengeraga mu ba catholique, ibyo rero byatumye dukura nabi kuko twari mu kato kuko tutaterekeraga cyangwa se ngo tubandwe

Nakuze ntazi mama rero nkurana igikomere cy’uko nta mama ngira, nkurira mu buzima bubi kuko numvaga ntishimye nibwiraga ko nzapfa vuba kuko ntagira mama, ndibuka ko najyaga nkina n’abandi bana, umwe muri tweyavugango nyina aramukubita kuko yatinze gutaha, nkababara cyane nkavuga nti iyaba nanjye nari mufite wenda akankubita, ibi byerekanaga umubabaro n’agahinda nahoranaga ko kuba ntagira mama

Naje gukura rero ngeze mu myaka umunani natangiye kujya nywa itabi ku buryo bukomeye naba nanaribuze nkashaka uko ndyiba ariko sindibure, kuva ku myaka umunani kugeza ku myaka 15 nari umunywi w’itabi, rya rindi ry’igikamba
Ubwo buzima nakomeje kububamo,ubwo twari impunzi mu gihugu cya Uganda, aho naho twahahuriye n’ibibazo bikomeye aho abanyarwanda bigaga bagatsinda ariko amanota yabo bakayaha abagande, ndibuka ko nakoze ikizamini cya leta kabiri kubera ko ubwa mbere naratsinze amanita yanjye bayaha undi ubwa kabiri niyita businge ndatsinda

Tugarutse inyuma gato, mu bwana bwanjye nahuye n’ikibazo cyo kuva imyuna myinshi kandi buri gihe, icyo kibazo nkimarana igihe kitari gito, kirambangamira ku buryo bukomeye hashize igihe nza kubona umukecuru ampa umuti, uwo muti yarawufashe awusuka mu mazuru ndaramye winjira mu mutwe, icyo gihe imyuna yahise ihagarara ariko ngira ikibazo gikomeye cyo kurwara umutwe udakira untera no guhwera buri kanya, nagiye mu bitaro bitandukanye bya Uganda kuko ari ho twari tukiri biranga

Igihe kimwe mukuru wa mama aza kunsaba ko twajyana gusenga mu barokore ndanga kuko narinziko abarokore basakuza nk’abasazi kandi icyo gihe iyo numvaga urusaku rwinshi nahitaga mpwera, ubwo byageze nimugoroba aranyinginga ngo tujyane kurusengero kureba filime ya Yesu, naremeye turagenda tugezeyo umuriro urabura pasitori arigisha ndagenda baratwatuza

Tumaze kwatura bahise bahamagara abarwayi, abo twazanye bampatira kujyayo ndagenda ndapfukama arangije andambikaho ibiganza, numva mu gituza cyanjye harasa n’ahamenetse mpita numva mu buzima bwanjye habayeho impinduka numva namubwira agakomeza akampfata nkasinzira kubera ko mu buzima bwanjye sinajyaga nsinzira kuko kubera ikibazo cyo kubura umwuka nagiraga nijoro natinyaga kuryama kuko buri gihe nabyukaga abantu banyuzuye hejuru nkaho napfuye
Nahagurutse numva meze neza ariko nkeka ko hari ibintu uwansengeye

yanshyizemo, aratashye ngeze mu rugo ndasinzira weeeee, ndibuka ko twaryamye saa tatu z’ijoro ndasinzira nkanguka saa tatu za mugitondo, nkangutse ndikanga ndibaza nte ese Imana ya babasazi yankijije? Nahise mpaguruka vuba vuba ndavuga nti reka nipime ndebe ko nakize koko, ubwo nahise mfata itorosho ndunama ndakoropa ndangiza muri salon ntacyo mbaye, kuko ubundi cyaraziraga sinabashaga kunama kuko iyo nabikoraga nahitaga nsa n’uwapfuye

Ubwo icyo gihe musaza wanjye tutabanaga yaje kundeba aho nari ndi ahageze asanga ndi gukoropa biramutangaza ambaza ibyambayeho mubwira ko abarokore bansengeye none nkaba nakize, yahise yihuta ajya kwa mubyara wanjye aramuhuruza barazana baza kundeba aho narindi turataha, agenda avuga inkuru nziza mu rugo ko nakize

Ubwo nakomeje kujya njya gusenga, ndamenyera, nkomeza kujya njya gusenga birangira nkijijwe mu mezi atatu gusa, mpita ntangira kujya njyana n’abandi kubwiriza mu masoko no mu muhanda, ariko Data akabona ko ndi kugenda nsara, papa ashaka kumbuza gusubirayo ndanga maze papa ahita anyirukana mu rugo kuko yabonaga maze kuba nk’umusazi

Ubwo nahise ngenda nicara munsi y’igiti cyari hafi y’iwacu mazenumva indirimo ivuga ngo urwane intambara nziza ije muri njyewe hashize umwanya munini nsubira mu rugo ndakomanga musaza wanjye muto arankingurira mpita njya mu cyumba cya papa nicara ku buriri bwe ahindukiye asanga ni njyewe maze anyuka inabi arambaza ati ukori iki ahangaha? Ndamubwira nti erga papa nari nje ngo umbwire aho njya, nti wanyirikanye ariko ntiwambwiye aho njya arangije andangira kwa pasitori wacu ngo abe ariho njya

Ndangije ndamubwira nti ariko papa ko abanyarwanda muya muvuga ngo ibyaye ikiboze irakirigata, wandigase koko? Nti ubuse iyo baza kukubwira ngo ujye mu bapfumu ariko nkire ntiwari kujyayo? None Imana y’abarokore yankijije ntushaka ko nyikorera? Papa yarancyashye mu ijwo rikaze cyane ariko ntiyongeye kunyirukana
Igihe cyaje kugera rero tugaruka mu Rwanda mu mwaka w’1998 nibwo bansengeye kuba pasitori w’itorero ryitwa revelation, mba pasitori nkiri umukobwa………
ntuzacikwe n’igice cya kabiri..................

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