KUKI NIZERA YESU? Ubuhamya bwa Shamitha “Sam” Yapa

Si nigeze niyumva ko nakwakira agakiza! Naje muri Amerika nje kwiga Kaminuza mu ishuri rikuru ryari rihari.

Nateganyaga kwiga mu ishami ry’ubuvuzi. Umwaka wanjye wa mbere muri iyo kaminuza byagenze neza. Nagize amanota meza, kandi nari mfite umukunzi hamwe n’izindi nshuti nyinshi. Byagaragariraga buri wese ko ibi byose mbifite nta we mbisaba.
Namenyanye n’abakirisitu benshi cyane. Mu byukuri nasomaga Bibiliya kenshi gashoboka kugira ngo mbashe kujya impaka n’abakrisitu. Nashakaga kandi kumenya ibyo bizera kugira ngo mbone aho mpera nsenya imyizerere yabo. Nk’urugero umwalimu wanyigishaga “Biophysics” yari umukiristu. Yajyaga ambwira ibijyanye n’ibitangaza byamubayeho mu buzima bwe, n’uburyo yabonye imirimo ihambaye y’Imana mu isi. Ariko njye natekerezaga ko yayobye. Nakomezaga kujya impaka nawe mubwira ko kwizera muri Yesu ari ubwenge bucye. Imyizerere ye yari nk’imikino kuri njye.

Ariko nubwo nari ninangiye gutyo, Imana yo ntibyayisabye igihe kirekire ngo ihindure imitekerereze yanjye. Mu gihe nari nkiri mu mwaka wo hasi mu ishuri, ibintu byose byatangiye kuzamba kuri njye. Umukunzi wanjye twahise dutandukana, mbura amafaranga neza ku buryo nagombaga no kuva mu ishuri. Natekereje gusubira muri Sri Lanka kureba umuryango wanjye, ariko numvaga ntashaka no kurebana nabo mu maso kubera ukuntu ntari kubasha kubasobanurira uko ibyange byari byazambye mu buryo budasobanutse.

Ijoro rimwe, nari nicaye mu isomero ry’ishuri, ndi kugerageza gushaka uburyo nakwivana mu byari bimpangayikishije. Igisubizo kimbangukiye cy’ibibazo byanjye kandi numvaga gishyize mu gaciro; kwari ukwiyahura.
Mu gihe nari nkicaye aho, ndi gutekereza ku buryo bwiza bwo kwiyahura, numvise ijwi rimbwira riti: “Waba warigeze unsaba ubufasha?” Narakebaguje ndeba impande n’impande ariko sinagira umuntu mbona. Natekereje ko ntangiye no kuba umusazi. Nyuma narongeye numva rya jwi rivuga riti:”Ndi Yesu , kandi ndi hano iruhande rwawe.”

Ndibaza ibi mubyumvise nk’ibidasanzwe cyangwa bitamenyerewe. Nanjye numvise binkoze ku mutima cyane numva habayeho impinduka muri njye ntazi aho zivuye. Ariko mu by’ukuri numvise Yesu amvugisha, ndetse muri icyo gihe, niyumvisemo ikintu ntari narigeze niyumvamo mu buzima bwanjye nari maze ndiho.
Numvise nujujwe rwose, namenye ko ibiri kumbaho ari ukuri bitari inzozi. Numvaga nshaka kuvugana n’umuntu, ariko sinari nzi uwo navugana na we. Ako kanya numvise Imana imbwira kujya kureba wa mwalimu wanyigishaga ‘Biophysics’. Mbega! Uyu niwe twahoraga tujya impaka muri uwo mwaka wose!

Naragiye ku ishuri nyura muri kigo njya ku nyubako yakorerwagamo ibijyanye n’ubumenyi(Science building) nsanga wa mwalimu mu biro bye akinkubita amaso ati:”Ndishimye ko uje hano. Imana yakunshyize ku mutima, nari nizeye ko uri buze tukaganira.” Twaraganiriye akanya kanini mubwira ibyambayeho cya gihe ndi mw’isomero ry’ishuri. Ubwo yambwiraga ibijyanye n’imbaraga za Yesu zihindura imibereho, niyumvishemo ko niteguye gukurikira Yesu. Twarasenze. Uwo munsi niwo nahindutse umukirisitu.

Hanyuma y’ibyo, ibintu byatangiye guhinduka. Imana yampaye mu by’ukuri ibyo nari nkeneye harimo n’ahantu ho kuba ntakodesha. Mu by’ukuri ntago imibereho ariyo yahindukaga cyane; ahubwo umutima wanjye niwo wari uri guhinduka ubutitsa. Ntago nari nkitinya ahazaza hanjye kuko nari nziko Uwiteka ariwe unyobora atari njye wiyoboraga.

Abantu twahoranaga nabo babonye izo mpinduka. Mbere y’uko mba umukristo nari umwirasi w’umunyagasuzuguro, wikunda, kandi w’umuriganya. Hari byinshi nakoze mbigambiriye ngamije kugusha abakirisito ngo bave mu byizerwa. Ariko nyuma yo guhindurwa kwanjye, numvise nshishijwe bugufi n’imbaraga z’Imana ngo zimpindure burundu. Noneho nari nsigaye nifuza ko abantu babona Yesu mu buzima bwanjye, kandi atari mu gihagararo cyanjye; ahubwo mu bikorwa byanjye. Nzirikana kandi ibyo nanyuzemo byose, kuko nzi neza ko Imana yabikoresheje nk’igikoresho kugirango itume nca bugufi ndetse nyiringire. Nifuza kandi ko abantu bajya bibaza bati:” Ee, niba Imana yabasha guhindura ubuzima bw’umuntu nka Sam, njyewe yankorera ibingana iki?
Ubu buhamya bwa Shamitha “Sam” Yapa

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