Impano zica - Anne Bersot

Nta kintu kibi kibaho nko kuba ufite imyaka 14, ukagera ku ishuli uri ku igare mu gihe abakobwa b’incuti zawe bose (copines) baje mu mamodoka, bambaye neza, bambaye gants, binjira mu kigo bashize amanga.

Maze igihe nifuza imodoka yo kujya intwara ku ishuli, kandi nakomeje kuyisaba mfukamye. Mama yakomeje kunsubiza ati: «Ah oya! Icyo cyuma usaba cyakwica!»

Nyuma y’imyaka ibiri ntitiriza ababyeyi, umunsi umwe hari mu muhindo maze bankorera surprise: naba n’iyo bangurira imodoka! Ariko banguriye moto y’amapine maremare, iri ku rugero rusumbyeho « coool ». Nahise ngira amatsiko, nibaza uburyo ngiye kujya mvuduka mu muhanda n’umuvuduko wose, ntwika amapine, nikubita mu mikuku, ntita ku bimenyetso byo mu muhanda (les feux rouges), mbese nk’umwana w’imyaka 16…

Moto yari imbere yanjye, iteye amabengeza cyane mu ibara ry’ubururu. Ariko mama yaje kuvuga ijambo rya kibyeyi ati «Ntitwakabaye twaraguze iyi moto, izamwica…». Data na we ushyira mu gaciro cyane ni ko kubona ko «moto iciye bugufi cyane, ku buryo moto itazabasha gufata neza umuhanda... », ibyo byose ntiyagombaga kubibwira mama! Hanyuma y’ibyo byose, n’ibyo nifuzaga byose kuri mama nafataga nk’utagonda ijosi, moto nahoze ndota yari imbere yanjye, ariko sinabashaga no kujya mu mujyi nitwaye!

Ingendo nto nakoraga mu busitani zarananiye, maze biba ngombwa ko moto bayigurisha kuko igeragezwa ryari rinaniye. Hashize amezi make, incuti yanjye Nathalie yakoze impanuka isohoka mu kigo, ivunika amaguru yombi ndetse iba paraliysée: mama yari ari mu kuri.

Mbese ujya ubabazwa n’uko utahawe ibyo umaze igihe usaba? Hashobora kuba hari impamvu Imana itagusubiza ibyo usaba, ariko muri izo mpamvu hakabamo imwe udasobanukirwa: «sinkuha icyo usaba, kuko cyakwica».

Mbese ujya utekereza ko ikintu cyiza wifuza ukanagisaba gishobora kuzaza ari «impano yuzuye uburozi», ikakumanura ku mpinga ndetse igahitana ubuzima bwawe? Yakobo yaravuze ati «Murasaba ntimuhabwe kuko musaba nabi mushaka kubyayisha irari ryanyu ribi» (Yakobo 4.3) .

Mbese ujya utekereza impamvu usaba ntuhabwe (kandi wasabye wizeye), kuko ikiguteye gusaba atari cyiza, kandi uramutse uhawe ibyo usaba byagushyira mu kaga? Reka ndekere aha, ngaho bitekerezeho…

Anne Bersot